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Kayla
 Jan 14, 08 - 1:33 AM |
New member who needs prayer.
Hi I am new member and I would like to share my story here to hopefully make new friends with other's that suffer. Growing up I was always in pain and never understood why. No one could see my inner pain from mental illness or the physical pain. I went to baptist school until the time I was 12, and when I tried to kill myself they wanted nothing to do with me. So ever since then it has been hard to talk with other's about God but that's why I came here. At the time I attempted suicide my grandma raised me and was dying of cancer and it was so hard to watch all the pain she was in. After she passed away I came to live with my mother when I was 13. I got my first period at 10 but then for some reason it just stopped and the pain got worse. I started birth control at the age of 14. Every time my period came it was so painful, I missed alot of school because of it. By the time I was 17 I was always in the hospital and eventually dropped out of high school. But then I made the best decision ever to go back through a program where I only had to go to school for 4 hours a week. Around the same time I started seeing my Pelvic Pain Specialist who did a laproscopy and found endometriosis and also diagnosed me with Fibromyalgia. I remember wanting to graduate so badly I'd go to class on narcotics and still finish my work. My teacher was the only one who did not want to give up on me. A year and half later I graduated with a real high school diploma. I have been on disability for almost 2 years and is rough for me and others. Not everyone is understanding of my pain. My mom and me fight alot because of it. I lost most of my friends due to my health. It is has left me very sad and alone. Some days it hurts to get out of bed. I have tried birth control ect.. to control the pain now my last option is lupron. I have been coming off birth control this last week and I am such an emotional wreck so please pray for me to have the strength to get through this and that I keep my sanity. I would love to make friends on here and talk to and support other suffers. I hope to hear from you. You will all be in my prayers. |
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Steph
Jan 14th, 2008 - 7:06 AM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
Hello Kayla!  Thank you for sharing your story. I might not understand exactly how much pain you've been in, but I understand very deeply the problems with mental illness. I suffer from anxiety, depression, and post-trauma. Thankfully, through God's grace and some very wonderful counselors (for years I saw people who were convinced nothing was wrong and I was "faking" it for the attention - the same goes for my pain) I'm now able to function day to day. You will definitely be in my prayers, and if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to email me at stephmarie.meyer@gmail.com. I don't have a "real" job yet so I'm pretty much online most of the day. God bless, Steph |
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Bible Girl
Jan 15th, 2008 - 12:05 AM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
Hey there Kayla, I'm so sorry to hear all that you've gone through, especially at such a young age, you probably didn't even barely scratch the surface, I once had a neighbor who suffered from fibromyalgia, she was constantly on the phone to get ahold of her doctor for perscriptions, her pain was so bad she overdosed on her pain medication and the paramedics were contacted and so forth, she finally moved away but I couldn't imagine the ongoing trials you face. Heavenly Father we come to You in the name of Jesus Christ with a request, we pray that You would search our hearts and purge us of our iniquities that we may be found guiltless through the blood of Your Son and through the condemnation of the Holy Spirit. Father God we ask now for Kayla to receive the strength to endure and for Your sufficient grace through this weakness and for Your comfort and mercy to release her of the burden of this dreadful pain and suffering, please accept this prayer of faith and hear our plead and none the less Your will is always accomplished, just help her to have a confirmed answer and direction for the steps she is to take to glorify You and that others may do the same, we ask for her and all of us for You to intercede miraculously and that Your glory will be made manifest, in the precious name of Jesus Christ, amen. |
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Kayla
Jan 15th, 2008 - 12:10 AM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
Thank you Bible Girl for your support I hope all is going well with you! |
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Bible Girl
Jan 15th, 2008 - 12:47 AM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
You're welcome, what are you doing up so late? I'm not sure how to do a chat I'm very computer illiterate. Actually I'm going to reply to Netti's post then I need to be diligent and regardless of my tiredness  , here goes........ brush........ my teeth  , I must warn you I get silly when I'm sleep deprived and I need to discipline myself cuz sister? this is addicting. but fun!, well I'll just do the next post tomarrow, have a good night, morning, or whatever,I need prayer on how to put my three boys to bed oh and myself aswell  hope to hear from you soon later dude, just bein' weird again oh no I can't stop just kiddinng o.k. o.k. byyyyyye! 
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Kayla
Jan 15th, 2008 - 12:52 AM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
I'm finally heading to bed myself, I have insomnia at times. I would like to chat though later if you like. I have instant messanger and e-mail plus the forum here. Have a good day! |
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Mary
Feb 22nd, 2008 - 12:32 AM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
Kayla, I just read your story for the first time. I must have missed it before. January was a busy month for me. How are you doing? I'm praying for you. - Mary |
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Lori
Feb 27th, 2008 - 6:49 AM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
Hello Kayla, Hope and pray that you are doing better. Amen to Bible girls prayer. Did you know that many times "candida" is behind the fibromalgia? Please look at the post about candida on this page as curing it can cure the fibro and help the endo pain. Love to you, Lori 
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Kayla
Feb 27th, 2008 - 1:03 PM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
Thanks I am doing a bit better! Also thank you to all those who replied. |
BrandFam
Feb 28th, 2008 - 1:21 PM |
Re: New member who needs prayer.
Welcome! I know what it is like to have this pain. See so many doctors and feel like they think that you are going crazy. When I first came to this site I was at a lose. No one around me seem to understand. They all thought that I was a hypercondriac. It just made me feel so seperated from the rest of the universe. I thought that no one would ever be able to understand. This is a great site and the women here are so supportive. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. If you ever need to talk i have IM. (brandfamlj-yahoo)"may God bless you and keep you" |
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