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andrea

Mar 19, 08 - 6:51 PM

Never Alone - Poem

The day that the weather changes I am sick.

Most people get the flu, but not me I get the short end of the stick.

I cough, wheeze, gasp for air and pray to the Lord to take it away.

I do not know what will happen or if it will be my final day.

The fear of hoping I make it through rushes through my head.

Will I come out of this or be transfered out by ambulance instead.

I see people in fright as they wheel me out the door with oxygen and probes attatched to my poor frail frame.

I hear in the background as people scream my name.

I do not know where I am or what will be.

All I know is I am not well and not sure if I will ever be me.

The doctors work and try to put me back together again, but then the machine goes to blank and I am gone.

The doctors are in such shame and try to figure out what went wrong.

All I remember is a hand comming out of the bright lights and asking me to come with him, but I then realized that it is not my time. The Lord spoke to me and told me, he had a mission for my life.

He said, it is not always going be be easy and will at times will be filled with strife.

So, I returned back to this world and tried it again.

Promising the Lord I would not dissapoint him.

I got through another day and it was only possible with the Lord, who saved me from death.

Even when I thought it was going to be my one and only last breath.

Hey Ladies, these are just some emotions, and parts of it true, of events that have happened in my life with asthma. I have never actully gone unconscious and pray I never do, but the fear sits in my head everytime I struggle to breathe.

I am on some new meds. now, and seem to working, but the acid reflux is getting worse and now up to 80mg of Nexium. I am also waiting on my Ieg count, to see if elgible for allergy shots. It is a never ending battle for me. Just an update.

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