I spoke with my GP(MD)today. She (and I) would like to see me in a psychiatric hospital asap for monitoring and a change of medication. My depression is severe, and I have been known to overdose when feeling really low. Please pray for God's choice of hospital, psychiatrist and timing for me going in to hospital and that I would be able to give all the worries associated with it to Him(right down to things like who will look after my dog while I'm in hospital and who I might share a room with/or not) I am feeling really low at the moment, and this, and each day, is not easy and part of me is terrified. Does anybody understand? Thank you for your prayers....

Oh sweetheart!!! I am so sorry to hear that. In one of my earlier posts, there was a prayer. I pray everyday that God doesnt let me forget, i am here for a reason. You are so not alone. Many times over I have come to him asking forgiveness......... Because I was screaming how I wanted it all to end, How I couldnt take the pain anymore, if you love me so much why am I suffering day after day?? What good is this life you gave me if I can't live it??

What we go through is enough to make anyone depressed.But the one thing that snaps me out of it is when I truly reinforce the fact that I TRUST him. I do. he is my best friend and I wouldn't be here unless i couldn't handle it.We are some of the strongest ladies on earth. So when you get up, Come out swingin!!!! It may take me some time to be healed, but in the mean time I am learning alot about myself, who I am, and my relationships with others.

Like the song says... "as the thunder rolls, I barely hear you wisper through the rain ~ I am with you"

But he is with you. I promise. and my heart is with you too.

Also If any of you ladies are feeling low and just need to talk ill give out my number ... just ask or email.

hi jami im feeling bit low im due on my period cant beleive i can feel so low around this time

i know babe. dark days are yucky. It does make me appreciate the good days I do get. I would tell you to go get a chocolate bar, but Lori might spank me LOL =0) Hard to stay away from the sweets!

would it be possible that we could have chat on the phone just say no if you dont want to id really like to taslk to someone who knows wat im going through

hey natasha yea I don't mind!! email me at lil.jami@gmail.com.

hi thanks i emailed you incase you dont get it mines ngordon2004@hotmail.com

Jenny,
personally I do not like those places my mom has been in them a few times and you dont always get treated right and sometimes get stuck with not so great roomates,

but if you really feel like you need help its good to ask the lord to guide you, I have had really low times too but getting into Gods word has been what has got me through it all

my last surgery back in april was the worst my dr lied to me and cut me for nothing that on top of family troubles were so hard on me at the time I just wanted to die, I told God this is to much and I cannot take it

there was so much support from friends and family and women here at the site, even some people that are alot worse off than me helped me to realise how lucky I am and how God has a plan for us all

through all this suffering I have met some great people and I got back into church and now I have my hope and Joy again

Its important to come befor God with a pure heart when asking him for help

He loves us and I believe illness brings us close and keeps us close to him
so even though its aweful and hard at times Im greatful to God for loving me and sending me support and remindidng me that we are just visitors here and we will be home with him and never have to suffer again

you may not be able to help your feelings
give your whole heart and life to God and he will be there and guide you on what to too.hes the ultimate healer the creater of the universe and he loves YOU




if you do go to the psc. hospital I pray you get the help you need and that you come out of there peaceful and closer to God than ever before


I love sending out snail mail of inspiration if your willing to give me a mailing adress I can send you some things

Gods peace and blessings to you

Hi Jenny,
I am so very sorry for all of your struggles. I hope you do take advantage of the music Jill suggested. They are really beautiful and the song "Never Alone" is so spiritually uplifting. I feel we always have to remeber, that we are not ever alone. God does hear and see our pain. If you just surrendur to the Lord he will respond. There have been times, when I was at my lowest and God took all that turned it into never ending love. God is there and he loves us all SO very much. Please give your heart to the Lord, for only he can truly heal our souls. I will be praying, for you and your dog . We are all here for you and will be praying for your full recovery .

Dear God,
Please let the doctors help Jenny during this difficult time in her life. May she recover and praise your name forever.
Amen

Thank you girls so much for praying!! I have been in hospital almost since I put the request on the forum. The doctor has been ok, has listened, and seems to understand. There are still things to be worked out. The nurses have been nice, and I have a room to myself. I come home Friday - please pray for me coming home and adjusting to being at home on my own again....Please keep me in your prayers - I need it! and pray that I will draw close to God ... thank you.