Getting dx with PD was the most stressful and frightening experiences in my life. I broke down crying at my neurologist's office. I told him, "what about all my dreams?" He responded, "Your job is to live you dreams. My job is to get you there." No matter what the dx, be assured there are people out there who care and will support you through your journey. It it is PD, you might be angry, frustrated, scared out of your mind and worried about the future. This is all normal. As a father of two young children I can relate to your life situation. Hope you post again to let us know how you made out. We will be listening.