SUPPORT FOR HETEROSEXUAL MEN WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED AT THE HANDS OF WOMEN ! ( EMOTIONALLY, PHYSCIALLY, FINANCIALLY, OR OTHERWISE ) AND THE DISCUSSION OF PERSONALITY DISORDERS AS IT HAS BECOME INCREASINGLY DIFFICULT FOR US TO GET HELP
A couple of nights ago I think I woke up it seemed I was awake not sure but none the less. I woke thinking I heard something and couldn't really determine at first what it was. Then after a few minutes of laying there I could hear someone or I thought outside saying something. My hearing took a big hit in combat and I wear hearing aids both ears. So I strained a little to make the sounds out. I was my X or so I thought and she was saying "let me in please I'll be good". I thought it was real and maybe in one way or another it was real. She kept asking and pleading I said nothing but in my mind I said NO F'in WAY. This went on for a time not sure how long then I fell back asleep weird very very weird. Ok you guys spill it anything like this ever happen to you????? ............end of line
I have been going through dental work from hell the last couple of months. Last week I had a dream that woke me up in a sweat. In the dream the dentist, he looked to be Doc Holiday, was pulling out my teeth with pliers. Flies were buzzing and it was hot. He was saying "don't fight it" and placed a wiskey bottle on the table. Sometimes this life feels like a slow train to the inevitable.
I have dreamt about mine several times! I think I was missing the sex at that time. But not her pleading to come back lol..still don't know what I would do in that case-hopefully acquit myself well. Was she really out there BTW?
I have dreamt about mine several times! I think I was missing the sex at that time. But not her pleading to come back lol..still don't know what I would do in that case-hopefully acquit myself well. Was she really out there BTW?
NO she wasn't out there but not so sure she wasn't out there in spirit. That I guess is why I posted this to begin with. Not sure how else to explain it new one on me.
You never know Mark, there could be a spiritual aspect to this, just sayin.
I used to dream about mine when we were together and before the sh*t started. I would dream of growing old with her, corny as that sounds. I no longer have those dreams,,,