I really need some help--

My boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me 4 days ago
because of stupid fights and silly **** that had been happening
"too often" for him. We both were madly in love with eachother
but now he just feels like I am not the "right one" for him.
But, problem is-- I completely disaggree
I think that we do work, and its just bad timing for all this stuff to be happening, because him and i both have been under a lot of stress and un-needed pressure, and that has triggered the majority of petty arguments.
I am trying my best to be strong,
but I miss him unbearably and I'm losing weight, getting sick every day, and cannot force food down. I try, don't get me wrong, but everything makes me throw up.
(sorry, i know)
but yeah, I really want us to get back together, because he was the guy I could see myself marrying and having kids with, and it's really not an option
for me to move on and get over this one.
I know he cares about me, because while he was breaking up with me, he looked as if he was going to cry, but he just thought it would be better for both of us, so we didn't end up hating eachother or something.
he wants to better himself, i suppose.
but in the mean time, i'm extremely impatient, and i can't shut my mind off.
he says it has nothing to do with other girls, and i completely trust him and agree, and i feel the same way, i don't want another relationship.
however, i don't want to sit around and wait for him either, because literally i have a pulling, throbbing pain in my chest that won't go away.
my body is physically shutting down, and i don't know how to reach this guy and tell him to try and get his act together quickly, because i am not someone who can handle a loss such as this, and i know things would immediately be better if we were together.
i miss him so much.
someone, please, i really really need advice, and i need hope.
please tell me something to do to keep from completely losing it in the meantime while i'm figuring out whats wrong with him
i really want my boyfriend back.

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