My boyfriend and I were together for almost 2 years. He broke up with me before our anniversary. To shorten up the story, i went out with a bunch of friends and almost kissed a guy, but i didn't. I told him the second i had a chance, and he broke up with me. I told him i was willing to do anything to keep the relationship together. I have no feelings for any other guys, that he was the one for me. He said he didn't want to hear anything I had to say. A week later he pulled me aside to tell me that he had another girl sleep in his bed, but he couldn't bring himself to touch her. He also made out with a girl as well. He told me that he didn't think i would found anyone to be with but he was keeping his options open because he may find someone else. It's been three weeks now, and he has plenty of pictures up with other girls, kissing them and what not.
I've taken the steps of not going out and hooking up with other guys, i can't bring myself to want to even dance with another guy. I'm not much of a drinker either, so i haven't gone out.
He still tries to talk to me and tell me out to train (I'm a runner), and i don't know what to do. It seems like he still wants me in his life, but i don't know what his feelings are. He's fooling around with other girls. But I'm still in love with him. My heart brakes everyday. He told me we have a chance of getting back together but then the next day he'll say no never. He told me to wait for him and gets mad when i say that I'm getting over him. He tells me he's not stringing me along, but i don't know what to do. I want to be with him, but i can't get past any of these feelings.